... I've always existed separately from others. Even before I became a Reliver, my connections and emotions weren't very strong.

But for others... [a pause, like he's considering. remembering something. someone else's voice in his head going you're not some god] ... and maybe one day for myself -

I think there is nothing wrong with fulfilling a full, rich, self-involved life.

[to protect themselves and care for themselves - in a way scien doesn't entirely know how to]