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I haven't. If anything, I am more collared than ever before.
I am left without understanding of my own choices, making me unable to recognize myself. I am accepting of wallowing in this world as a human, to accept my own pitiful emotions...
But I have never been confused by myself.
[and that is where he sits now, pondering his own thoughts and emotions on repeating. running into the same dead ends and roadblocks, unable to organize his own logic.]
I am left without understanding of my own choices, making me unable to recognize myself. I am accepting of wallowing in this world as a human, to accept my own pitiful emotions...
But I have never been confused by myself.
[and that is where he sits now, pondering his own thoughts and emotions on repeating. running into the same dead ends and roadblocks, unable to organize his own logic.]
[she shakes her head.]
No. I don't think so. That's a temporary thing. [...] You just haven't had any opportunity to learn more about yourself for a long time.
... I don't know what's happening to you. It made you do something that you would never do.
[but she thinks of that last little snippet of his thoughts - maybe i should have asked for help - and maybe she's only known him for a couple of days, but she thinks that was something new.]
You know that you can ask for help, now.
No. I don't think so. That's a temporary thing. [...] You just haven't had any opportunity to learn more about yourself for a long time.
... I don't know what's happening to you. It made you do something that you would never do.
[but she thinks of that last little snippet of his thoughts - maybe i should have asked for help - and maybe she's only known him for a couple of days, but she thinks that was something new.]
You know that you can ask for help, now.
[ . . . ]
I don't know if I can accept a help that puts others at such risk. That goes against my principles too.
[when this place is so dangerous, and it's impossible to know who to trust. scien, even if he's willing to reach out a hand, doesn't want to drag someone else into the depths of hades with him.]
Maybe when there are more answers, and if I am still here... I will allow it.
I don't know if I can accept a help that puts others at such risk. That goes against my principles too.
[when this place is so dangerous, and it's impossible to know who to trust. scien, even if he's willing to reach out a hand, doesn't want to drag someone else into the depths of hades with him.]
Maybe when there are more answers, and if I am still here... I will allow it.
but wow imagine two otome love interests being voiced by hosoyan! if throne isn't looking in his direction, she might hear someone else entirely.]
Mademoiselle. [NOT MORE FRENCH] I have something to talk to you about.
[blurs your shu blurs your shu
assuming they are somewhere in a more isolated corner of the venue! there's a brief second where the image glitches - and instead of blurry shu, it's unfortunately scien brofiise. downgrade. on his throat, a scar stretches over where his reliver tattoo once was but... otherwise it's definitely him.
and all he says is:]
It's good that you survived.
assuming they are somewhere in a more isolated corner of the venue! there's a brief second where the image glitches - and instead of blurry shu, it's unfortunately scien brofiise. downgrade. on his throat, a scar stretches over where his reliver tattoo once was but... otherwise it's definitely him.
and all he says is:]
It's good that you survived.
[oh - hello.
wait, OH, HELLO. she stares for a long second, because she's so absolutely glad to see him, but. it's also not like she's completely surprised, either. a little surprised to see him in this place specifically, but - it's nice to have her theories all confirmed.]
... Scien. [a... shaky little laugh, and then:] So you know about it. I wasn't sure if anyone but Viktor would.
wait, OH, HELLO. she stares for a long second, because she's so absolutely glad to see him, but. it's also not like she's completely surprised, either. a little surprised to see him in this place specifically, but - it's nice to have her theories all confirmed.]
... Scien. [a... shaky little laugh, and then:] So you know about it. I wasn't sure if anyone but Viktor would.
[there is a like... a kind of wobbly look on her face at that first part, but she straightens it out because she remembers how to act around him.]
I promised I'd stay alive. [she says, soft.] So... I can't. I can't join you, for as much as I miss all of you.
Someone has to find a way to help you.
I promised I'd stay alive. [she says, soft.] So... I can't. I can't join you, for as much as I miss all of you.
Someone has to find a way to help you.
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