On the fifth time, I lose my mind and try to rip my own memory bank, which exists in the form of a makeshift heart, out of my chest because the feeling floods the system, causing an overload of pain.
[this is sarcasm. but there is a small bit of sadness for him, even though she knows he'd probably hate it. she's never been in love, but she's felt it. never being able to experience it sounds. well, lonely.]
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the embarrassment gets worse, but it's sort of indignant because she can't really argue it.]
... What happens? [she's curious.]
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he's bewildered enough by this that he lets his face flatline even though his dahut is dead]
What happens.... if I fall in love?
[he needs to acknowledge how stupid it sounds out loud]
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Or if you feel it strongly here. [just as flatly back]
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On the fifth time, I lose my mind and try to rip my own memory bank, which exists in the form of a makeshift heart, out of my chest because the feeling floods the system, causing an overload of pain.
[so that's
cool and fun and a thing he'd like to avoid]
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... Sounds like a fun time.
[this is sarcasm. but there is a small bit of sadness for him, even though she knows he'd probably hate it. she's never been in love, but she's felt it. never being able to experience it sounds. well, lonely.]
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Stop pitying me over something I wouldn't want, even if it didn't run the risk of killing me.
[ . . . ]
For the sake of two lovebirds I owe a debt to... it's my secondary mission to fix it, after the curse. Dahut would enjoy it too.
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... Good to know. People deserve to feel it if they want it.
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[he shrugs]
But I suppose once you live past 23, you can have more time to think about things like that.
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... That's the hope. For one more dawn.