The one who intended to take me is currently hiding away with his lover, slowly decaying from their own reckless choices made for love.
[scien's words are harsh. they're judgmental. that reflects in his emotions too. however... past the judgment, there is still a sense of protectiveness. a whisper of desperation intermingling with fondness.]
So I will need to save him, before I get forced into whatever pitiful show he asks of me.
[sometimes you will just hand of god someone back to life]
[scien will answer the thoughts easily—but even though there are twists of fondness, it doesn't come from personal experience. yves is virtually a stranger to scien in so many ways, even though their fates are a little twisted together.]
I also don't want to be mistaken for an altruist. I'm not a good man.
Courrune chose to save his lover in exchange for the fate of the whole island—I was the one who was going to sacrifice her to resolve the curse. I do not think my choice was wrong.
[ me once again not understanding a single thing about virche!!
but ah, diluc wonders what scien makes of love, if he does not consider affection and good will to be components of it. and while scien does not call himself a good man, diluc can clearly see he is capable of altruistic deeds. ]
I won't insist otherwise.
Though I hardly think you're the worst, either. [ a tilt of his head here. he isn't incapable of selfless behavior, as his memory has just demonstrated.
and as they have discussed elsewhere, scien does not need to be an altruist to do good. (even if right and wrong is not so easily determined here.) ]
...Do you wary of having to make such choices?
[ having to balance the soul of one against many. ]
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[scien's words are harsh. they're judgmental. that reflects in his emotions too. however... past the judgment, there is still a sense of protectiveness. a whisper of desperation intermingling with fondness.]
So I will need to save him, before I get forced into whatever pitiful show he asks of me.
[sometimes you will just hand of god someone back to life]
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You're more generous than you make yourself out to be.
[ ... ]
You don't believe in reckless choices made for love?
[ i'd say saving him counts as a form of it. the vibes that accompany that question are somewhat wry, but undeniably positive. ]
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[scien will answer the thoughts easily—but even though there are twists of fondness, it doesn't come from personal experience. yves is virtually a stranger to scien in so many ways, even though their fates are a little twisted together.]
I also don't want to be mistaken for an altruist. I'm not a good man.
Courrune chose to save his lover in exchange for the fate of the whole island—I was the one who was going to sacrifice her to resolve the curse. I do not think my choice was wrong.
[I also do not think my choice was right.]
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but ah, diluc wonders what scien makes of love, if he does not consider affection and good will to be components of it. and while scien does not call himself a good man, diluc can clearly see he is capable of altruistic deeds. ]
I won't insist otherwise.
Though I hardly think you're the worst, either. [ a tilt of his head here. he isn't incapable of selfless behavior, as his memory has just demonstrated.
and as they have discussed elsewhere, scien does not need to be an altruist to do good. (even if right and wrong is not so easily determined here.) ]
...Do you wary of having to make such choices?
[ having to balance the soul of one against many. ]