My feelings at the time were that I needed to see his heart, and to dissect it for myself. I was curious, and that curiosity led me to deciding that I should perform the operation.
[ . . . ]
But days ago, Dahut had already given me his report. I told him that I'd let him dissect himself, if he wanted. We already solved the design flaws of the Reliver heart.
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that just brings up some confusion in him]
... I wanted to see his heart. That's what I remember.
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yea the lost feeling comes back]
It did at the time.
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... You don't remember how you came to that conclusion?
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[ . . . ]
But days ago, Dahut had already given me his report. I told him that I'd let him dissect himself, if he wanted. We already solved the design flaws of the Reliver heart.
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... Did something cause you to forget that, then?
[ ... she can't help but think about some of those worst fears they had about the nanites. ]
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The reasoning just felt stronger, at the time.