shouxue my beloved

[egodist]

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[ravenry]

Suffering is for the living.

[ if he wants to receive what he deserves, living is more suitable. ]

If that is where you stand, that is all I need.

[ she just thinks he'd be the biggest annoyance if he became a ghost instead of reaching the afterlife. ]

[egodist]

[he would be yea!!!]

Then take what information you've gleaned back and share with the others. I only expect it to get worse from here.

[ravenry]

I doubt it will get better as well.

[ the pessimism is real. ]

I don't hide what doesn't need to be hidden.

[egodist]

I'm relying on that, though I believe even my own logic ought to be taken with a grain of salt here.

[ravenry]

[ that gets a small blip of surprise. ]

... I suppose I shouldn't be so surprised, considered what has happened. You must be affected to say such a thing.

[egodist]

I know my mind well, having been left with it for so long.

[and that lost feeling comes back, as if set adrift]

I can recognize its anomalies and lapses better than almost anyone else.

[the other who could understand is dead now]

[ravenry]

[ she won't respond verbally to his thought, but her emotions do. there is faint kind of sad understanding. ]

It's not unnerving that you can no longer trust yourself as much?

[egodist]

Of course it is.

To me, that means I am no longer Scien Brofiise.